VHS Dreams

[Verse 1]
I forgot to mention
Watching life on VHS feels like it never happened
Wish I spent time outside my head
Nostalgia's overwhelming
[?], atomic smooch
Was I on the sidelines compensating from the [?]

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I'm observing
And I'm learning
How to be in my own skin

[Chorus]
VHS dreams, you know what that means
It gets better if you let it
VHS dreams, you know what that means
The grass is greener where you wet it

[Verse 2]
Disassociating
Constantly on low HP
Feels like I'm stuck debating who I think I should be
Pure imposter syndrome
Well I'm just existing, too
In the void I'm living, searching deeper for the truth

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Do I deserve when
My stomach's turning
As I learn how to exist?

[Chorus]
VHS dreams, you know what that means
It gets better if you let it
VHS dreams, you know what that means
The grass is greener where you wet it

[Bridge]
Turn around
Time's moving faster
All around you
The tape can't rewind
You can't plan it, there's no winning with time
But it's magic
You have it inside

[Chorus]
VHS dreams, you know what that means
It gets better if you let it
VHS dreams, you know what that means
The grass is greener where you wet it