Vexen

I have been waiting for this..
Gave up a normal life, in order to plant myself in the Organization
For you see
I too wish to atone

[Chorus]
Falling off, always get it wrong, never know the plot
Wander off, always headed out to somewhere I should not
Nodding off, pills I need to pop, but; Addict, I am not
You wrote me off, gave up on me 'fore I even got a start
Need to stop thinkin' bout it, shit could never work at all
Beam my problems to the stars, hope they write back-
Probably not

[Verse]
On my phone, she send me messages
I never could respond
I get too nеrvous, even though we'rе friends
It still scares me a lot
Smoking cigarettes, the nicotine;
Not proud it keeps me calm

I remember being fifteen saying "For me, that shit not."
And I remember being sixteen and I had the smokers cough
I was seventeen, I quit it but it wasn't for that long
Cause I couldn't focus on nothing when I wasn't on

Speak a lot about finality cause dying's in my thoughts
I can't help it, everyone that loved me most is dead and gone
Or they just left me to rot; Either way we're gonna rot
Told you I don't wanna talk, told you I don't wanna talk
No I don't wanna fucking talk

[Chorus]
Falling off, always get it wrong, never know the plot
Wander off, always headed out to somewhere I should not
Nodding off, pills I need to pop, but; Addict, I am not
You wrote me off, gave up on me 'fore I even got a start
Need to stop thinkin' bout it, shit could never work at all
Beam my problems to the stars, hope they write back-
Probably not

But now you can be nothing, instead of just being a nobody.
You're off the hook!

No, wait! Please don't!
I don't want to-

Goodbye