vermin/virtues

It's stormin'
Copper threads up on my chest;
Electrified, got not time, i need no breath;
I'm still a wreck and savor every sip i can
Berry juice and cardi, but i really need a friend
Okay, weathered down and soaking wet
Hear that? death ain't want me over yet
Fear glands washing through a sober land
Makeshift oasis in cold hands

Out of luck, sippin' nothing but the water in my cup
Only after what i touch;
Sorry, should've clarified, i'm getting fucked up
But that's my lunch, skip the hunch, pressing trust
Parasites on the screen, double tapped just to feed
I ain't human, i'm a fiend, from the flower to a seed
Pardon me, the only love i know recedes, then repeats

But someday i'll be okay
Somehow, in some way
I think i lost mine, yea

Got sick shit like patients, cuss him out lacking patience
Boy's aimless, ain't the greatest
But i'm wine bitch, when i'm aging
Stay whining and frustrated, son, i'm sowing this fermentation
Even six feet, feeling rays hit
If ion like it, i'm erasing

Lighting up like i'm goku, a straight super saiyan when the clouds move
Like it's circuitry, y'all made soft, get my rocks off and electrocute
Penning this like riolu, got a force palm, get the flow smooth
Got my chest spinning from these palpatations, but i'll grind you up like it's jamba juice

Baring heavy haze through a midday
Feelings strong, but the words stay
Said "he's too calm to be worsening"
Guess i'm better off being two-faced
Two liter for the throat pains
Burning out like i'm propane and she's melting down when the weather change
But i'm just tryna hear the birds sing

Feel like i'm losing, is it that i'm useless?
Give it all to the music, only time that he's fusing
Indefinite bruising, steady rebuking
Fuck it, i'm cruisin', contentment is ruin

Got sick shit like patients, cuss him out lacking patience
Boy's aimless, ain't the greatest
But i'm wine bitch, when i'm aging
Stay whining and frustrated, son, i'm sowing this fermentation
Even six feet, feeling rays hit
If ion like it, i'm erasing