Vent

[Intro: Rnla & yaeow]
I don't know where to go
I don't think this world is made for me (N-N-N-N-Narline)
Behind the clouds there's a castle in the sky
And I just want you to take me there
And then I'm free

[Verse: M Row]
Try to not cry when you hear what I'm sayin'
Got abandonment issues, like, why you not stayin'?
I got PTSD, everything be replayin'
It trigger real easy, that's why I be prayin'
Sometimes I be lost and my mind be delayin'
It just stop me from movin', I see and parlay 'em
Don't know who to trust, everybody betrayin'
A image they not backdoor they betrayin'
Used to visit my father in prison
Still young, ain't never know where I was
All green jumpsuits, I see in my vision
Always wanted to see how I win, just because
I ain't care about crashin', I ain't talkin' 'bout collision
My memory bad, it got a lil fuzzed
I was lettin' it blam every time for that mission
Like, I think I'm addicted to guns
Y'all don't know 'bout the shit that I dealt with
Sometimes I just get suicidal
Only real niggas that listened just felt this
I was out tryna eat, tryna live, all survival
Had nothin' to live for, sometimes I feel helpless
Now I get paid to have a music and title
I spent more go's, you know I can't sell this
I be hopin' he tagged and dead on arrival
I'm takin' your life if I feel I'm at risk
Word to my mother, they know I'ma flick
Cops tryna catch me, they wantin' to frisk
They be watchin' my vids and be savin' my pics
Soon droppin' my tape, I'ma have it on disc
Chop on my waist and this shit got a kick
Sixteen shots, I'ma first throw six
Then send ten more when I'm comin' to blitz
I was right there when Shmu Shawn got hit
Word to bro, that shit changed my perspective
Like, ain't been the same ever since
I answered the phone when he called in Collective
I was just havin' dreams about makin' it lit
Tryna get back was my only objective
Seven days straight, all black for my fits
Me and Suge got booked, we ain't talk to detective
I be stressin' too much, sometimes I be stallin'
I'm still on court and you know that I'm ballin'
Niggas quick to talk hot, I'm the one that they callin'
One in the head with the clip, I'ma stall 'em
Shh— got shot, I was peepin' him crawlin'
I don't know why he thought that my niggas was brawlin'
I'm still tryna spin, I just love the explorin'
If you lack off the lean, you get shot while you snorin'
Deep thoughts, I was just tryna vent
I don't read the comments, I don't care who gon' judge
Like, how many shots we done sent?
I stay with my ham', I ain't talkin' no sludge
If I ever did wrong, that's not my intent
Could never stay mad, I'm not holdin' no grudge
Brown skin baby make love when she bent
Dark skin, she the same color as fudge

[Outro: Rnla & yaeow, M Row & All]
I don't know where to go
I don't think this world is made for me (N-N-N-N-Narline)
Behind the clouds there's a castle in the sky, for real
And I just want you to take me there
And then I'm