Vehicular Manslaughter

You called me out and i hate that
Last night we fought through the combat
Im so fucked and i know that
Im a walking dead man in a Hellcat
I can't stop if i tried to
Denied all the signs
You was lied to
Im not worthy of forgiveness but

Im stuck so far away from all the action
We was fucking like its passion
And i just self medicate
Like an assassin, you shot me down
I don’t know anything when i unfasten
Black out almost crash it
Lowkey tryna end my life but make it passive
I can't reach out

Somehow saying sorry feels too melancholy
I’ll just leave my body cut for you
Soak in anguish
Probably shouldn’t take this double dose
Im spacing out
I feel brand new
Cuz im not ready to talk
‘pardonne-moi’
You know that
Its no competition
Let go of that pedestal shit
But i see you win and choke on my own thoughts
I hate myself more than i ask for help
I tried to crack my shell and all i felt was loss

Im stuck so far away from all the action
We was fucking like its passion
And i just self medicate
Like an assassin, you shot me down
I don’t know anything when i unfasten
Black out almost crash it
Lowkey tryna end my life but make it passive
I can't reach out

You called me out and i hate that
Last night we fought through the combat
Im so fucked and i know that
Im a walking dead man in a Hellcat
I can't stop if i tried to
Denied all the signs
You was lied to
Im not worthy of forgiveness but

I drink
And drink
And drink
So excessive that i think i broke the link tying you and i
Stay away
Hurray, purging feelings in the sink
For the fifth time this week
How can i forget?
What you did to me is burned into my head
Like a cigarette
Smoke
The scent
The dread
Nothing can put these pieces back together
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