veering freestyle

[Chorus]
I feel like making up some threats
I got guns to my head
Feel like gaining some respect
I got long ways ahead
Feel like looking unimpressed
I had thoughts but they left
Feel like making up my mess
I got crosses on my chest

[Verse 1]
I got crosses that I bear for the rest
Unconscious now I'm waiting like, "What's next?" (Go, yeah)
Acting like it's something that I guessed
But I didn't know the gravity so I deflect
Don't act like you knew it
I was caught up in a plan that I didn't end up using
I was thinking by my guts and my heart but they blew it
Maybe I should just keep going until it's all gone and ruined

[Chorus]
I feel like making up some threats
I got guns to my head
Feel like gaining some respect
I got long ways ahead
Feel like looking unimpressed
I had thoughts but they left
Feel like making up my mess
I got crosses on my chest

[Verse 2]
Maybe it's for better
It's piling up, yeah we're losing altogether
Ah, I fear I'm finding pressure
I'll set the record straight, I'll never say never
Yeah, I'm using up what's left
Before leave it all, I'm blessed
I was staying in the shade
'Cause I made my point, get pressed, yeah
Reaching back to test
But I swore that I was done
Yeah, I'd leave it all to trade
Run it back from square one

[Chorus]
I feel like making up some threats
I got guns to my head
Feel like gaining some respect
I got long ways ahead
Feel like looking unimpressed
I had thoughts but they left
Feel like making up my mess
I got crosses on my chest