VANISH

Wanna fade away yeah I say it like Im special
Don't let me bother you
Imma keep it in my mental
Always feel like Im a nuisance (yuh)
It's my fault though, I got my own solutions
Talking to myself inside my head I'm so abusive
Walk into my room to get to bed is what Im used to
No need to get up up and away
So Imma just stay here, no need to change today keeping things the same I ain't chasing money I ain't chasing fame just trynna let go, of all these things I gotta say
Wanna be me, but can I go in a different way?
I think I should but I don't really think that I could
Everything is so predictable so what's the point of tryin' I ain't feelin' indivisible I fall in a category with all these individuals so what makes me different from them?
I don't know but theres gotta be something
Gotta go man y'all so disgusting- so hateful- why all that fussing?
I'm out on a mission and I need you all to listen, take a second let me slow down the tempo
Hope you know what I meant though
And if you feel me then say 10-4
Everybody wanna rap
And makes stacks now
Hold up take a minute and a- a step back now
Ain't puttin' in work
Took 5 minutes to pull those rhymes out of the dirt
Not saying mine are fire or that they even decent
I ain't lyin' this took me morning noon and evening
Hope this changes your perspective
To find the realest and just realize what the rest is
So when everyone's rapping and they taking full advantage
I just hope I don't
I just hope I don' Vanish