Vanish

Forever affection
I'm bad at accepting
Keep taking a breath in
Keep making my head spin

Get lost in the tension
Follow your directions
Your heart as a weapon
You know I'm defenseless

Baby I know that you don't care about me
I'm all alone there's nobody around me
Am I dead or just sleeping soundly
Ill never get how you ever found me

Eyes blue but your head is cloudy
I too don't want to be lousy
I don't think that I can live without you
Baby could u ever live without me

I feel so tender (without me)
You hold me tight (without me)
Like burning embers (without me)
You're full of light (could u ever live without me)
Always remember (without me)
The way you're like (without me)
Could write a letter (without me)
You're the love of my life

Act like I'm happy
I'm good at pretending
I'm in the backseat
And my journeys ending
Baby my last (heart) beat
It won't be depressing
Cause ill take it gladly
And I can accept it