Vanish

[Intro]
Marcelo
Hmm, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, uh
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, uh

[Chorus]
I wish I could vanish, disappear like Atlantis
I wish I could go away if that wasn't apparent
I've been estranged from my parents, ain't talk to my brothers
I ain't called them in a minute, they think I think of myself first
And I think of them second
Second, to none, I think that's just how I'm feeling
Been down in the dirt so long I think my shirt's staining
I feel like a failure, I don't think that I'll make it
But it's hard for me to judge something still in the making
'Cause I know better than anyone else how I'm feeling
It's hard to pinpoint the reason why I feel so uneven
My thoughts are deceiving
But my heart, it keeps beating
I wear my heart on my sleeve, so my heart, it keeps bleeding

[Verse]
Yeah, I fight, through all this pain
I'm not good with my self-esteem
So I take Fluoxetine just to help me calm my brain
I wish I could say it's changed me
Wish I could say it's made me someone who's truly happy
But I've never been happier when I'm alone
After one bad day, I hit my bedroom
I shut my door, and I hit record
It's the way I don't deal with my problems no more
Sometimes I dream of a getaway
Sometimes I dream of having better days
Sometimes, man, I just wanna sleep and get away from here
I wanna take a spaceship and fly away from here
Anxiety hangs around a chandelier
Estrangement between my family is so severe
But when I say that I love you, it's so sincere

[Chorus]
I wish I could vanish, disappear like Atlantis
I wish I could go away if that wasn't apparent
I've been estranged from my parents, ain't talk to my brothers
I ain't called them in a minute, they think I think of myself first
And I think of them second
Second, to none, I think that's just how I'm feeling
Been down in the dirt so long I think my shirt's staining
I feel like a failure, I don't think that I'll make it
But it's hard for me to judge something still in the making
'Cause I know better than anyone else how I'm feeling
It's hard to pinpoint the reason why I feel so uneven
My thoughts are deceiving
But my heart, it keeps beating
I wear my heart on my sleeve, so my heart, it keeps bleeding