Vanish

[Chorus]
Sometimes, I really wanna vanish
No love my hearts already damaged
Pour up, I'm sipping on the sadness
So numb but at least I'm living lavish
Fuck friends, 'cause I never really need 'em
New Benz, 'cause I love the taste of freedom
Darkness within' me, 'cause I feed on it
Just know that I'm not someone you can lean on

[Verse]
Damn, I don't know who I am, it's driving me insane
You say you care about me but I do not feel the same
I don't wanna play, I don't wanna play these games
Will I ever turn it around, 'round?

[Bridge]
Feel it creeping all up in me
Evil rising, I can't get it out
And it seems like this might bе the start of something so beautiful
Whеn the lights are off and you see the flaws
Do you really think that you could love me at all?
You're in a fantasy, you're deep in a façade
And now you're blaming me
I was just playing along

[Chorus]
Sometimes, I really wanna vanish
No love my hearts already damaged
Pour up, I'm sipping on the sadness
So numb but at least I'm living lavish
Fuck friends, 'cause I never really need 'em
New Benz, 'cause I love the taste of freedom
Darkness within' me, 'cause I feed on it
Just know that I'm not someone you can lean on

[Outro]
Someone you can lean on
You're the one I wanna feed on
You're the one I wanna bleed on
Baby, can you fucking save me?
Save me from this hell
Save me from this health
'Cause I need it, 'cause I need it right now