Used to Be

It all started when I woke up
And saw you weren't here
When it all came rushing back
I couldn’t stop the tears

I never once believed
With time my wounds would heal
If I were to call your name
You would never hear

And with no answer
Oh, and with your silence
With only memories left to be my guidance
And with your absence
Whoa, I'm in a crisis
Reminiscing days dripping with kindness

If you could look at me now
Who would you see?
Would you be fed up with my sorrow
And miss who I used to be

If you could look at me now
Would you be tired of me?
If you could look at me now
Would you miss who I used to be?

It was here and gone so fast
The light leaving your eyes
I know that you can't hear me
But I still have to try

I never once believed you wouldn’t be alright
Every time you called my name
I was by your side

But you can't hear me
So, I got resourceful
I always kept you from getting into trouble

It's been crazy
Each day you amaze me
I've watched you pull yourself out of the rubble

I've been watching over you
I still see the man I loved and knew

I've been told that people never change, but
You were never that way, and
You challenge what they say
You're blowing me away

It all started when I woke up
And saw you weren't here
When it all came rushing back
I couldn’t stop the tears

I never once believed you wouldn’t be alright
Every time you called my name I was always here

(I've been watching over you
I still see the man I loved and knew)
If you could look at me now
Who would you see?
Would you be fed up with my sorrow
And miss who I used to be?

(I’ve been told that people never change, but
You were never that way, and
You challenge what they say-)
If you could look at me now
Would you be tired of me?
If you could look at me now
Would you miss who I used to be?

(I've been watching over you
I still see the man I loved and knew)
If you could look at me now
Who would you see?
Would you be fed up with my sorrow
And miss who I used to be?

(I've been told that people never change, but
You were never that way, and
You challenge what they say
You're blowing me away)
If you could look at me now
Would you be tired of me?
If you could look at me now
Would you miss who I used to be?