​use me for experience

[Intro]
(inno)

[Chorus: lavendr]
Used me for experience, I cannot blame you
Lost all of my confidence, all the lies that never came through
Wish they-wish they were more obvious
Can't be no coincidence, I think this might be the end
And I fall down into the abyss
Can't catch up with this shit, all I wanna feel is bliss
We talk but we're no friends, nah
See the world through a lens now
You're coming back 'cause it's cashout
Go to hell, I'ma meltdown
You got in my way now
You said it would last forever but you let me down
I get that I'm a letdown, you don't have to tell me that
You're not one of my friends, you don't have to understand

[Verse: Pheni]
You don't have to understand
I ain't fuck with bro, yeah, that bitch mess up with my plans
I ain't got time to be sad
Gotta do this shit, everything I owe to my fans
I ain't got time to be sad
Got time to be sad, got time to be sad
You are just a fraud, yeah, you're livin' in the past
Once you turn away, you are never coming back

[Chorus: lavendr]
Used me for experience, I cannot blame you
Lost all of my confidence, all the lies that never came through
Wish they-wish they were more obvious
Can't be no coincidence, I think this might be the end
And I fall down into the abyss
Can't catch up with this shit, all I wanna feel is bliss
We talk but we're no friends, nah
See the world through a lens now
You're coming back 'cause it's cashout
Go to hell, I'ma meltdown
You got in my way now
You said it would last forever but you let me down
I get that I'm a letdown, you don't have to tell me that
You're not one of my friends, you don't have to understand