This is Wildcard’s tribute to his friend Kimberly Sue Vezina who was found dead on November 9, 2015 in Lake Coeur d'Alene. As hinted at in the song, Wildcard was acquainted with Vezina. The music video to the song shows him getting the tattoo “RIP Kim Vezina” on his arm.
A suspicious death and a mystery on Lake Coeur D’Alene
We know her name and that she’s a 27 year old woman from Spokane
Now, detectives hope someone can fill in the missing pieces
Kimberly Sue Vezina was found floating in the water at the south end of Lake near Fuller’s Bay, that’s northeast of Warley
An autopsy was performed yesterday and while results are pending, they do list hеr death as suspicious
[Wildcard:]
Dear Kim, I hope this lеtter reaches you with love and
I hope you get along with all the angels up above, up in heaven
I really ain’t just never been the same
But I’m glad that you just never have to deal with no more pain
I remember when my music was just really taking off
You was always in the front row, truly treat me like a boss
Always by my side to help me and to show me your support
Even when you had your issues going back and forth to court
You would write me letter after letter always with your love
Telling me to keep on going when I thought of giving up
When I relapsed, you was the one right there by my side
Trying to help me get through all my bruises (??) and my pride
When I got the call that you were gone, really couldn’t believe it
Someone that I thought invincible was truly leaving
And now I know you had your struggles, the hours turned to sand
I told you if you got a year sober, I’d be your man
[Wildcard:]
Yeah, I remember when we hit the Super 8 Hotel on Argonne
We was going wild, night was dark and all the stars gone
All I know is that I needed you so bad, more than you could ever know
When I with you, I was glad
It’s my letter to your love and I hope that you were proud
Of me picking up my life again, You’re always in the crowd
I just pray you watching over me, I’ve seen you in my dreams
In the shadows with me always, you was always on my team
It’s the only way to talk to you, God could channel airways
Hope that you just hear this song and they don’t cancel airplay
One of my best friends went to (??) were taste spitting fire like a lighter and a can of hairspray
They said you died from heroin, then they threw you in the lake
Hearing that just made my heart just crumble up and break
Cause I loved you very much and I never forget her
To see you, I cut off my arm like death leper
[Wildcard:]
Yo, I just miss you and that’s shit just never gonna change
Thinking of you in my life and how I saw you go through pain
I would always try to help you back when I was doing good
You would come to me with problems and the love was understood
Plus, the magic that you brought with you
Exciting personality and always made it better
You was one that never doubted me
You’re (??) is broken, I know I truly was
But you had this healing power with your words and with your love
Won’t forget you, ever in this life or in the next
You were such a special person and I’ll never have regret
Spending time with you, even though we did some crazy shit
When I lost you in that way, it really truly made me sick
I just want the world to know your name and know that you were great
Even when you had your problems and it felt like no escape
You were more than just an addict, truly a great friend
And I hope that we can reunite when I just meet my end
Rest in Peace Kim
Queen is getting ruthless, ambitions when I spit
Upside Down Rose was produced by Mikey Bingo.