Ups and downs

1st verse :

Sometimes i feel like fuck life fuck him fuck her fuck my familly fuck the day fuck the night
Fuck today fuck tommorow fuck now
Fuck my future fuck my past
I kinda feel like fuck rap drop the mic
Fuck fuck
I feel like i'm fighting me i'm fighting u
Fighting my familly fighting but i'll never make it through
Looking for the what the when the how and the who
I' tiered of looking for good
Friends for solutions for my problems tryna not to be broke
Tryna not consume cocaine
I'm going insane oh fuck i might 've lose my brain
Sometimes i feel like me and depression are suitmates ah the pressure is too big demons Whisper in my ears they say hey there's no way for u to live

2nd verse:

I wake up the next morning like
I know we were born for a reason
We were meant to be like that
Fighting all season
Thats why i'm thankful for god cause
If not we will never know what happiness is after greaven
Cause in life
U choose to do right
U choose to do wrong
We gotta learn from our mistakes or all our lives will be wrong
But its okay
I should've just live for the moment and listen hey i will stay
I gotta fight for the people i love so thank u god for everything i'm just kidding hip hop i'ma be here untill my death so isn't the second verse better then the first hein? Guess what
Words up
Young kid
Big talk
Big hope
Less talk alot of work