UPHEAVAL

Uh, the head so evil
Cause when y'all gave up on me I had an upheaval
In my own little thoughts, I had a thought I was equal
Then you niggas made me realize we could never be equal
Ain't on the same plane, y'all coplanar and crash
My flyest thought was on a plane yours came from a plain full of grass
I came hard, with a handful of the dirtiest mags
This mag shoot back and it's not from the lowest of class
Y'all won't get that
And everybody that doubted me need to get back
Cause trust me, Muchi gone get his get back
And after, Muchi gone get a big stack
And that's big facts

Speaking of facts my friend
I love that the world wouldn't count me in
I deserve more respect than I have and give
I can outdo most of you before I count to ten
Give me one moment man
I done had to write music at three AM
Nobody doing work for me I'm all I depend
So I wake up and do it all at five again
Tryna' get six figures from a pen
This pen-to-pad is like my seventh sense
The sixth one is feeling these words in my chest
Ate rappers and eat whoever think that they best
I was a coward, never held a nine to my chest
Attention

I hate that I'm craving this silly attention
I hear the tension, I hear the friction
My hands are really burning from all of the friction
I'm needing fixin, but I can't fix it
All this time on my own I became narcissistic
Not narcissistic, but I'm insecure
I get everyone love, somehow I'm needing more
You got two left feet and then you fall, of course
Sometimes I wanna rap, but I feel guilty about it
Sometimes I wanna scrap, but I feel bitchy about it
Why can't I put my hands up and get to the pounding?
I'm not a fighter, I've just been fighting to find me a balance
I'm lost I'm a challenge
I'm lost I'm a, uh
I'm lost for my words, I'm stuttering
I look to the birds for another hit
I talk to a wall when I'm feeling it