Up To Par

[Intro]
(Ooh, J Sparkz, it's the beat for me)
(Ooh, J Sparkz, it's the beat for me)
Yeah

[Verse 1]
I'ma start off by tellin' you it wasn't kosher (Real talk)
Every day a rollercoaster, feelin' like it's over
Everything that came my way, I handled like a soldier (Ew)
Bad bitches sayin' hey, used to give cold shoulders (What?)
She was havin' drinks at Copas, I said, "Hit me when that's over" (Ah)
I started 'round my way, we in the van, we meetin' smokers (Yeah)
The day I lost my man fucked me up, I'm still copin' (It fucked me up, cuz)
I'm still hopin' that my mom get better
I enjoyed the last time we spent time together (Yeah)
You could get my last dime, I'll buy whatever
Need to be there for you more and I'm tryna get better (Damn)
First it's pain you endure, then you gon' find the treasure (Uh)
Even though my plate full and I'm dealin' with pressure (Real talk)
I can't lie, I'm grateful 'cause I got through the weather (True)
Shout out to my friends that be around and never got jealous (Ah)
Shout out to myself, 'cause I ain't never dance with the devil (Yeah)
Shout out to myself, 'cause when I could've, I never settled (Young)
Shout out to the team, let's take it to a whole— damn (Young)
Shout out to the team, let's take it to a whole 'nother level

[Chorus]
Now I look up to par, I got my shit right
Now I look up to par, I think I look up to par
I think I look up to par, I got my shit right
Now I look up to par, I think I look up to par
I think I look up to par, I got my shit right
Look up to par, my shit, it look up to par
Look up to par, I got my shit right

[Verse 2]
Shout out to the team, let's take it to a whole 'nother level (Ew)
I'm on a whole 'nother frequency, it just keep gettin' better (9)
This for Don and I miss him, oh yeah, I just read your letter (What?)
They say never say never, but I say never be broke
Man, just look at how we fell out, we could never be folks (Oh, we could never be uh)
But I'ma show you my growth (Yeah)
Shark Neck and Temple, that's what showed me the ropes (Ropes)
It's like the ones who the strongest gotta go through the most (Damn)
Everybody there for ups, who gon' go through the lows? (But who gon' be there for bro?)
Who gon' be there for young? (Yeah)
I was loyal to the point that I was damn near dumb (Goddamn, young)
Had my eggs in one basket tryna plan out somethin' (You know me, real talk)
I need my own ratchet even though my man got one (What?)
Black seed oil in my tea to clear my lungs (Hey)
They say stop doin' this when it ain't no fun (Stop doin' this)
They say stop doin' this when it ain't no funds (Nigga, stop doin' this, real talk)
I know in a perfect world, you wish it ain't no guns (Yeah)
You wish they fistfight
If it's grimy on my heart, it wouldn't sit right

[Chorus]
Now I look up to par, I got my shit right
Now I look up to par, I think I look up to par
I think I look up to par, I got my shit right
Now I look up to par, I think I look up to par
I think I look up to par, I got my shit right
Look up to par, my shit, it look up to par
Look up to par, I got my shit right

[Outro]
Knew I would get right, I knew I would get right