Up To Nil

[Verse 1]
Been paying bills and swallowing pills
Feeling raw, undone, and ready for a refill
Yet I'm drowning in overkill

[Verse 2]
When all I focus on adds up to nil
I just can't fulfill, everything's moving uphill
And at the top, there's a standstill

[Pre-Chorus]
Like a bruise upon a bruise
I'll give you the blues forever
I'd rather be the accused
But the phobias come whenever

[Chorus]
I'm remembering you (yeah!)
Let's remember together
Remembering you (yeah!)

[Verse 3]
I must be vile with a girlproof smile
My teeth in line and a grin like a crocodile
Some kinda docile reptile

[Verse 4]
When all I follow leads me into exile
It makes me hostile and worse, juvenile
A denial would be futile

[Pre-Chorus]
Like a bruise upon a bruise
I'll give you the blues forever
I'd rather be the accused
But the phobias come whenever

[Chorus]
I'm remembering you (yeah!)
Let's remember together
Remembering you (yeah!)

[Verse 5]
Though life is sweet, I feel incomplete
Defending myself right through to my naked feet
It's like driving from the back seat