Up to Me

[Verse 1]
You did it before and you'll do it again
Wasting all the time I spent
You cut off your nose to spite your face
And everything's such a daze
'Cause you're not focused and I know
I know that my feelings will show
Wish it went back to the way it was
But I know it can't be

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm running on empty
I'm running on empty
Remember what it meant to me

[Chorus]
It's up to me
I realize now, I guess it's up to me
And I'll win somehow
I guess it's up to
And you're absent and I know it
And it's time to let me show it
I just wish you were the same
I guess it's up to me

[Verse 2]
Changing faces and fading fast
The way that you always have
The piece of mind that felt like home
Is battered and broken and old
And sometimes things, they pass you by
And that's why I'm wondering why
The easiest thing is to be weak
And you're lazy, so you'll stay that way

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm running on empty
I'm running on empty
Remember what it meant to me

[Chorus]
It's up to me
I realize now, I guess it's up to me
And I'll win somehow
I guess it's up to
And you're absent and I know it
And it's time to let me show it
I just wish you were the same
I guess it's up to me

[Outro]
Stop!