Up Thinking

[Verse 1: Rowlan]
I’m on that drunk mind with sober feet
Morning cold with evening heat
So much soul there's no retreat
The mirror's yelling only me
Can make it pop and bring the change
And flood the lane like LA rain
Knowing it won’t be the same
When hoes find out I found the fame
As of now I possess
As of now my mental state
Is something new
Is something real
Is something that offends you fakes
World is crazy people see
This image that they want to be
And mimics gimmicks
Got me like can you please fuck responsibly
Cause we don’t need more you, stop it
Shawty rub my head, drop it
Credit cards you maxing out
All cause what she want's on topic
Yo get your shit together
Stop wasting your time
She bout to wear that shit you buying
To fuck a side because he's fine

[Chorus: Rowlan]
As candle lights hits the tone of our skin, hey
See Imperfections of this world that we in, hey
It’s hard for me to let my mind go
Really hard to let my mind go
2x

[Verse 2: Rowlan]
I think of all the things we have
To even out when I’m sad
I think of ways this life is bad
That I ain't really had
I guess, at my lowest ain't as low as I think
I got a roof up on my head and got some water to drink
I ain't in Flint, I ain't invent, I ain't invest, and lose it all
I ain't got kids, I’m doing well compared to my peers who always stall
Cause this life here is short
And I can’t stress it enough
What's some cyber hate or doubt
When your living rich as fuck
When you chasing out your dream
And these people watch you run it
People want to throw opinions
Well guess what, they’ve never done it
I don’t need your two pennies
Now my balance reading plenty
Yeah I changed up since you met me
Cause now this shit flowing steady
Six figs by 25 this was all just a dream
I take a step back and notice this life is not what it seems
Six figs by 25 this was all just a dream
I take a step back and notice this life is not what it seems

[Chorus: Rowlan]
As candle lights hits the tone of our skin, hey
See Imperfections of this world that we in, hey
It’s hard for me to let my mind go
Really hard to let my mind go
2x

[Verse 3: Rowlan]
I try to lay my head, and settle down, and just relax, and not think
But life is nuts, and planet earth will shift on you in one blink
I’m here for change, I shouldn’t sleep, I’m on the edge, just let me be
She want the world, and worldly things, I live through things, we shouldn’t see
Our president is trigger happy yeah I’m kinda scared
The type of dude who compensates for things that weren’t there
The type of man that says he loves hispanics and his blacks
But never humans just for humans brodie how bout that
We not treating earth how we should be treating earth
Flint looking like a Kylie post it's full of thirst
We could have fixed Flint for cheaper than the bomb we made
But Flint is broke all the upper class are being saved
I guess it's hard for me to pretend like this shit is good
I guess they never understood how I’m misunderstood
I guess it's not for me say on how I think it ends
But life is fake she grab my head and said just please pretend

[Chorus: Rowlan]
As candle lights hits the tone of our skin, hey
See Imperfections of this world that we in, hey
It’s hard for me to let my mind go
Really hard to let my mind go
2x