Up The Branches

In our relationship, I had a severe problem where I couldn't open up, like, fully
And she wouldn't understand it and she would push me to, like, open up more
And she would get mad if I wouldn't, which is obviously fucking bad
Yeah, so, I hated that
So how long were you in a relationship?
Three and a half years
Did you think it would ever be over?
Yeah... yeah, she just gave me a lot of attention, she wasn't shy or shit
So I wasn't picky and I liked her and she liked me
I enjoyed every single moment where we just chilled in my place
Why did you decide to end the relationship?
Because she changed and she was different from me and we had a lot of indifferences and we just didn't, you know, match at the end
Like, when we just broke up I was like "Damn, she was the best thing that ever happened to me and I ruined it"
Try and imagine your ex being with somebody else
How does that make you feel?
I mean, I guess a bit sad, because I know, like, she moved on way quicker than I did
And I still don't think like I moved on, like, fully
It's kind of hard, but like... yeah, I mean
When I realized she had it in her and she was looking for a new, like, partner, you know...
Yeah, I guess just sad, because, you know...
If she's with someone and I'm not it just makes me feel lonely and sad...