Up in Smoke

[Intro/Pre-Chorus]
I don't wanna lose hope
For the days we spent
For the nights we had
Baby I'm convinced
I don't wanna lose hope
Cause it could be right
But I don't wanna gamble
With a fraction of my life and now

[Chorus]
I don't know why these things are so hard
To open myself and to you show you my scars
Everybody hates when you take it so far
Just to watch it go up in smoke
Just to watch it go up in smoke

[Verse]
Hold up wait, I stay clouded
Talk circles, I don't wanna talk about it
See, it's better when your feelings all shrouded
Playing hearts and your head gets crowded
Said things and I know I'm not the proudest
All night, I was blowing on the loudest
Quiet mind for a minute, I'm good
Play me like a fool, ah baby, I doubt it
I don't know where I was taking this though
Started to think that it could've been you
It was all good like a minute ago
Lost in a moment I'm seeing it through
I know what it's like when the pictures are gone
Bags have been packed and you gotta move on
Slamming the doors and breaking the phones
Pull up in driveway, nobody home

[Chorus]
I don't know why these things are so hard
To open myself and to you show you my scars
Everybody hates when you take it so far
Just to watch it go up in smoke
Just to watch it go up in smoke

[Bridge]
You don't know it’s over till it's too late
I saw it from a mile away
You asked me why I'm talking with a blue face
I’m holding in what I wanna say
I know we had our fun
You were just at one point but you were not the one
All we got are these memories from everything that we've done
And I hate to see it all go to waste but that's just what it becomes

[Chorus]
I don't know why these things are so hard
To open myself and to you show you my scars
Everybody hates when you take it so far
Just to watch it go up in smoke
Just to watch it go up in smoke