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(Focused on getting better, affection ain't tangible I'm just tryna come to err or an inch of it, yeah)

[Verse 1]
I been focused on getting better
Affection ain't tangible, I'm just tryna come to err or an inch of it ?
Crying out to God for my burdens, I know tomorrow not promised
I wanna know my future for certain
Through successes, still been down and I'm worth it
Scared to be open
Scared I won't make it
I'm scared that I actually will, but I'm still gon' feel vacant
Scared cause I'm hurting
But, be more scared that I know it's not showing
It's chinks in my armor, I'm scared to do battle
I'm scared and I'm rattled
I'm scared I can't keep leaving y'all dazzled
I'm scared cause I'm chosen
I'm scared but not broken
Scared cause y'all love me
I'm scared c'yall support me
But fear ain't God-given, I read that in scripture
I'm scared to take pictures, that's worth a thousand words
Defining moments set a tone for my atonenement
I'm cold and I know that you scared to be bold
But lately I'm glowing
Death of my flesh, but the spiritual vital signs
I'm scared of an idle mind
Scared that I peaked too early
I'm scared that I run out of time
Sisters is getting older, weighing heavily on my mind
Praying over them daily
I'm scared cause I see the signs, I'm tryna keep them in line
Scared cause I know they're watching
Scared to set an example
I'm scared to be a leader, I hate when time is ample
I hate when I'm lacking confidence
Hate when they dish me compliments
Never converse enough off of responses given is obvious ?
I hate that they pushing hate in the media
Hate that y'all eatin' up what they feeding ya
Hate that we refuse to love each other, compassion brede to elevation
It ain't enough to say "brother" without actions that coincide
Love overcomes demise
Broken ties can't be mended
Pray for your enemies, up your amenities
Amendments to self
I choose regards to only rectify wrongs
Writing songs of Martin, David, what's on?