until we meet again

Let me come to you old, come as a dying snail
Come weak and lay beside you
Let me come to you angry, come shaking with hate
Come calloused and lay beside you
Even more, let me come to you strong, come sure and free Come powerful and lay with you

People keep trying to get close to me
People keep crying, I'm hard to reach
People be running all over me, uh
People should know that I wanna see them
People should know that it's hard for me
I can show it more than I speak it
I'm tired of crying 'bout all my dead folks
I'm tired of lying 'bout shit I dread
Goodbye, sayonara, thoughts in my head
I wanna remember what I enjoyed
Instead, I'm internally null and void
To everything, feeling like what's the point?
People should know that it's hard for me
To get out my bed without weeping
To feel a thing, let alone brush my teeth
I used to believe that I wanna die
I know now that's an internal lie
To cover up all that I hold inside
Why is he gone and I'm still alive?
Why was he murdered while he tried
To put his whole heart out on the line?
How can I fathom the shame I feel
When I think of who was behind the wheel?
I want to fill them up with steel
An eye for an eye is not the way
So I toast to lighten up the pain
Until we meet again

Until we meet again
Until we meet again
Until we meet again

I can feel the fire burning higher
Turning brighter outside
I can see the signs on the line
I know it's time, time, time
How long do I wait to escape
This hateful place?
I just wanna fight till I'm right
Till it's right outside
I can start again, start again
Start again, 'gain, 'gain
I can start again, start again
Start again
I can start again, start again
Start again, 'gain, 'gain
I can start again, start again
Start again, start again
Start again
'Gain, 'gain
Start again, 'gain, 'gain
I can start again, start again
Start again