Until it kills me

Part I
[Verse 1]
Ay
Dont tell me [?] cause I'm mentally ill
Too many suckers, they shit that we blow like the skull that would kill me [?]
Two bands [?] show you [?] on the bill, ay, fuck
I'm with delta she just took a flight from brazil, hehe, oh what?

[Pre-Chorus]
And I'm [?]
And I'm [?]
Tell me how it feels when people you [?] do you worse
[?] Lavender, Balenci, I can't see it in no fendi purse
I ain't cap once, on it till this life shit really hurt
I made ten bands off the wake up, she want makeup on my paper
I don't want to seem like you're mistaken, you a faker
I got way too fucked up to remember why my face hurts
I'm just trying to go uh- up
I won't cop me a lil' [?]

[Chorus]
My bro crashed so I keep going till it kills me
[?] tweaking up, like where the pills be?
I don't want to tell my story, whats the real me?
I saw [?] every party, break the ceiling
I've been in this shit alone like no one hear me
Keep the same cirlce 'round me, [?]
I don't make no socializing, don't get near me
Loose my cool when you're around like-

Part II
[Verse 2]
Yeah, ay, yeah
Hate you but I got you tatted
Like you [?] she told this [?] automatic
It's not what I been, imma go up if I have it
I've been going goku, girl [?], huh, uh
If you love me, are you coming with me?
If you love me, are you coming with me?
If you love me, are you coming with me?
If you love me, are you coming with me?
If you love me, are you coming with me?
If you love me, are you coming with me?
If you love me, are you coming with me?