UNSTABLE

[Verse 1: GrewSum]
I'm still hella fucked up
Sit alone in a room, don't get out much
Even though I gave up all the uppers and downers I struggle to connect like a router
I don't think that I've blinked in an hour
Think that it's been about a week since I've showered
Relapsed, nose deep in the powder
Fuck, nose bleed, blood leak in a towel
They made memes about me and my mental health when I needed help
It felt just like a fever dream
And I needed out but they just said funny things and they beat me down
Now they're telling me they need me now, I thought I was the bipolar one
Then I wonder why my anxiety keeps trying me
I don't think this is something that I'll ever overcome
I'm just broken, huh

[Chorus: GrewSum]
Been sick since the cradle
Every move is now fatal
Crush meds in my nasal
Level out, I'm unable
My mind is unstable
My brain is unstable
My thoughts are unstable
Unstable, unstable

[Verse 2: GrewSum]
Someone help me, I'm unhealthy
I'm fed up with this life, how it done dealt me
A shitty hand, really damaged, come tell me
Why I can't let them bash on me
Compel me to be an asshole and act like a dipshit
Everybody has a breaking point, and is this it?
A misfit with my mind on the sick shit
Dynamite with the lit wick, tick tick
Time is coming that I'm about to flip shit
On it's head, get up outta bed and I flip, BIC
Light a cigarette, take my meds, let 'em kick in
It's supposed to level out my head but it isn't
Visit the dark side of my visions
Think about the shitty situations that I've been in
If this is what my life really is then
I'ma just spazz the fuck out 'til the shit ends

[Chorus: GrewSum]
Been sick since the cradle
Every move is now fatal
Crush meds in my nasal
Level out, I'm unable
My mind is unstable
My brain is unstable
My thoughts are unstable
Unstable, unstable

[Verse 3: GrewSum]
Since stability, hits been killing me
It's effecting the way that I live and giving me panic attacks
Gripping my ribs and crippling any chance that I had to be normal, limiting
Opportunities, anybody that was ever cool with me
Isn't even if they went to school with me
Truthfully all they really missing is the lunacy
They don't need to know about the way that I maneuver it
Trashcan full of orange bottles
Pill dust on the bottom, can't ignore problems
Filled up at the pharmacy and on God it's Christmas when the white lid twists off it
Pissed off at everybody and can't stop it
I wouldn't even if I could, I don't want y'all in my life
I'm a lone wolf in the darkness
Cold nights made me into a cold artist
So stop it

[Chorus: GrewSum]
Been sick since the cradle
Every move is now fatal
Crush meds in my nasal
Level out, I'm unable
My mind is unstable
My brain is unstable
My thoughts are unstable
Unstable, unstable
Been sick since the cradle
Every move is now fatal
Crush meds in my nasal
Level out, I'm unable
My mind is unstable
My brain is unstable
My thoughts are unstable
Unstable, unstable