​unrequited love & drugs

[Intro]
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[Verse 1: amecandy]
In a world of neon lights, my lifes a mess
Always chasing you, its such a stress
I'm trying to find answers, but I'm lost in a haze
Everywhere I go, I see your face
I swallow pills, to numb the pain
Escape reality, but it's all in vain
Searching for a way, to break these chains
But the more I try, the more I feel restrained
I'm trying and failing, caught in this loop
Drifting through delusions, but it's no use
Drowning in a sea of chemical dreams
I swear, I'll move on, and be a better me
I dance with shadows, in the depths of my mind
The thrill of the high it's so hard to leave behind
But the crash brings me down, it's a bitter taste
Everything feels so displaced, in this reckless chase

[Verse 2: roshyw]
You couldn't make me happy, uppers made me an addict
I dont even miss you, all I can say is "Fuck you!"
Take the pill, wait till your up high
Forget the pain I'd rather die
I'm tweaking hard with ame, I don't think were gonna make it

[Bridge: amecandy]
I-I always ruin, everything thing-thing-thing
I don't know-know-know
What the fuck-fuck-fuck is wrong with me
What the fuck is wrong with me?

[Chorus: amecandy]
I'm trying and failing, caught in this loop
Drifting through delusions, but it's no use
Drowning in a sea of chemical dreams
I swear, I'll move on, and be a better me
(I love his voice, I love his face, I love his gestures, and the way he talks
I love, how good he thinks, and all of his compassion, above all of that the way
He just accepted me, but it's truly important (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
The fact that he cares about me, makes me happy, even if it's not romantic
And so, my long lasting unrequited love, ended) (Ended, ended, ended)