Unredeemable You

Feel my head
Filling up again
With these thoughts
I don’t understand
Breaking walls
Build them up again

Think we lost all our golden days
Though you said
This was just a phase
All good things
Seem to fade away

I’ve been dreaming about
Redeeming
The unredeemable you
Self deceiving
Started believing
The un
Believable you

I know you think we’re out there so much better now
Happy that I’m not around
Glad you found a way to get out
I know you think I don’t remember anything
But you’re still a part of me
Thinking back from where we are now
I know you can’t believe me
I know you can’t believe me
I know you think we can’t be what
We wanted now
But We still keep having doubts
We can’t change the way it played out
But I wish that I could