Unredeemable

Am I forever unredeemable?
Can I ever overcome
All the wrongs I'm running from?
Can my worst be left behind?
And do I deserve to find
There's a soul who could see any good in me?
Or will I only ever be
Unredeemable?

Spent every waking minute
Taking all that I could take
Never stopped to reckon with
The ruin in my wake
With all the bridges that I burned
All the wounds I didn't mend
All the worth I thought I earned
It turned worthless in the end
What was it for?
Is it possible I was meant for something more?

Am I forever unredeemable?
Can I be the man who breaks
From a lifetime of mistakes?
Can my worst be left behind?
And do I deserve to find
The kind of love that I could lean on every day?
Or will I learn I have to stay
Unredeemable?
Unredeemable

(You have to believe inside the worst of us
There is some decency somewhere
You know that you can achieve something miraculous
If you'd only care)

I have to go
I have to try
That's how I'll know
Know if I

Am forever unredeemable
If I'll ever be someone
Who makes up for all they've done
Or is all I am unlovable?
Am I someone someone can forgive?
Can I take the leap and live?
There's a lot I'd leave behind
But I've got to go and find
If it's true that there is truly good in me
And maybe see that I won't always be
Unredeemable
Am I unredeemable?
Unredeemable