Unloved

[Verse 1] (Kam Michael)
Yeah, I always question myself if maybe there's something wrong
Or me, or something I did, and it's in my head lately
I'm always looking for answers, why we don't get along
And it's kinda f*cked how it played out, but still lately
I often think that I'm not the son that you really wanted
You never seem to show emotion when it comes to me
I really think you're the reason behind me always running
But honestly I f*cking hate who I turned out to be
You were in prison before I could even barely talk
It's kinda funny cause nowadays we barely talk
You left my mom all alone, and she had to figure it out
That's why I knew how to hate by the time I barely could walk
Yeah, and when you got outta prison
You were pushing me away
Like it was part of your mission
Damn, it's like you couldn't understand I'm your own blood
Treat these other girl's kids better than your own son
I hope you listen and you feel this shit
I hope you go through all the nights with all the pain I did
Hope you go through all the days with all the rain I did
Either with or without you imma make this shit. (yeah)

[Hook] (Adam VanHoose)
Feeling like I'm not enough
Inside my head, I'm giving up
It's hard enough for me to feel unloved
I'll always hide a part of me
Locked away, so you can't see
The man you made me be...

[Verse 2] (Kam Michael)
Yeah, I know we ain't on the best of terms
I'm waiting for the day when I can say that the tables turned
I'll prove to myself, that Imma be a better man
I see a lot to learn
And even when it's blood over water I'm seeing bridges burn
You used to say you were coming, but you would never show
I used to think that you knew me, but you don't care to know
My self esteem has been falling even if I don't show
But that's okay, I've been working, making the room to grow
Remember holidays, I would ask you for something new
Shit, and you would tell me you couldn't
Fast forward, you would buy her kids whatever they wanted
Had me feeling f*cking empty, had me feeling unwanted
I'm sick to my stomach, and really I ain't feeling amused
If it was up to me you wouldn't be the dad I would choose
Crazy how you pushed away for just some drugs and some booze
I promise Imma try my best at being nothing like you

[Hook] (Adam VanHoose)
Feeling like I'm not enough
Inside my head, I'm giving up
It's hard enough for me to feel unloved
I'll always hide a part of me
Locked away, so you can't see
The man you made me be...