Unholy

I got a fever
Self absorbed
Is it too much to let go
Can't wait to meet her
But carry on
Is it too much to ignore

Diseased
Im hardly
Ashamed
So unholy

I think i need it
Im alone
I don't feel you anymore
And im a liar
And a whore
Don't wanna get up im too sore

Sedate for now cry later
Nails on me like being used
As if thats anything
Anything to you
Tell me that you think twice
Tell me that you think

So condescending
Im ugly
Im here to infect her
Watch you blame it
On me
Im here to impress her

Long for the comfort of feeling nothing
Its a lust thing to keep suffering
So disgusting