‎ungrateful

Im quite ungrateful
Did u know that
I taste a slice of heaven when i nod out
I want your love i want your blood
I dont wanna feel this way
But the fact is that i do
So whats a girl supposed to do
Whats a girl supposed to do
Im a fuckin loser too
Cashed a big payment
Cuz i want to feel alive
I just wanna feel alive
Hide my face run and cry
Life is fucked i thought it was
Eat the barrel of a gun
Baggy fit on me
You thought this was a game
Got all these drugs to blame
Baby all i feel is shame
I dont mean to cause you pain
Yeah u know im a creep
Got that Glock up on me
Finna blast that shit at the party
Im quite ungrateful
Did u know that
I taste a slice of heaven when i nod out
I want your love i want your blood
I dont wanna feel this way
But the fact is that i do
So whats a girl supposed to do
Catch me on the backstage
Im an actor im so fake
Like a bitch with makeup
Caked on her fuckin face
Put some rhinestones on my grave
Then forget about me
I dont wanna be remembered
Cuz i dont like me
Idk what i was
But that wasn't me
I just wanna go back
And change some memories
Life is just a bad dream
Life a slasher movie
Diamonds are forever
Like a bad memory