Uneven

Guess I'm never satisfied
That's why I moved away
No freedom, I am trapped inside
Because I need the pay
I don't look in the mirror
Cuz I don't like what I see
Thought I was scared of the unknown
But I'm afraid of me

But I get that, I get that, I get that (money)
So fuck it up, fuck it up, fuck it up (cash)
Make it back, make it back, make it back (money)
Pour some of that other stuff in your cup (drank)
My mama don't know what to say
I know that I'm stuck in a dangerous place

Sometimes I hurt myself to see if I can feel anything
Sometimes I get so high I don't think I can feel anything
Maybe I should call off work today
I hate this fucking job anyway

Sometimes I hurt myself
Sometimes I get so high
Sometimеs I hate myself
Sometimеs I think that I can fly
I broke a vow today
And I wanna make it right
I'd lock my mouth away
So I can't tell no lies

I believe we can grow
That's the notion I live by to purify my soul
I hope I make it back to find a place that we can go
I'll be right here if you ever need somebody to control

Sometimes I hurt myself to see if I can feel anything
Sometimes I get so high I don't think I can feel anything
Maybe I should call off work today
I hate this fucking job anyway