Underwater

[Hook]
Shawty got that cake (ooh)
And I ain't talkin' bout no birthday
Finna cut it in the worst way
Buttin' line at the buffet (ha)
And I can really feel it now
All the times that I be down
Got me feelin' like a clown

[Verse 1]
I am underwater now
Really feeling like I drowned
I need my medicine
Oh, boy don't let 'em in
The voices fillin' him
Kill them with Ritalin
Shoutin' like Dovahkiin
Anger compiling when people conspiring
They speakin' the truth, but I say they lyinin'
When the beat comes back I be on a battleground
People talkin' shit but I jus keep on hearin' sounds
Gotta keep my focus on the prize not out of bounds
Finna be the greatest in the scene, renowned
Finna top the charts get the boards, rebound
I just really wish you could see me now
You just really wish you can be me now
Cruisin' in the 'Burg with my drop top down

[Hook]
I'm so irate
Talkin' talk but you don't know me
Crowded room, I'm feelin' lonley
Mixing liquor with anxiety
And I can really feel it now
All the times that I be down
Got me feelin' like a clown

[Bridge]
I would rather feel the same
I would rather feel the pain
Emptying bottles just to season up my brain
I would rather go insane
Waste of time to complain

[Verse 2]
When the beat come back I be all up in my mind
Chasing all these feelings but I'm running out of time
Contemplating music, every beat, and every rhyme
Finna be the greatest, but I cannot write a line
People tellin' me, "Beige!
Why don't you make real music?
Maybe try and make it more lucid
Maybe you can make it less useless
Maybe you can one day use it."

[Hook x2]
Shawty got that cake (ooh)
And I ain't talkin' bout no birthday
Finna cut it in the worst way
Buttin' line at the buffet (ha)
And I can really feel it now
All the times that I be down
Got me feelin' like a clown