Understanding Forever

[Verse 1: DØVES]
I've been so alone
Silenced both my phones
I don’t have a home
I got a knife in my side and
Feels like I'm already dying
So what's the fucking point in trying?

I know
I’ve been so low
I've been paralyzed
By the ghosts in my bedroom
I still dig up bones
But do it all alone
Buried in the ocean
In silence
Waves still crash over my head
I still wanna die, but not just yet
Syntax lies in front of us
All the whiskey and the wine
I could never clean my insides

And I struggle with the truth
Tangle me in chains and it all comes back to you
Water in my lungs, cut the rope, tie the noose
Saw you in the background, and I don't know what to do

[Verse 2: Cremation Lily]
I saw those
Words I wrote
I've got salt
In my mouth
I've washed up
And you look through me

I've felt worse (feel the ocean swell)
But not much (I lay in the ocean)
My head is
Underwater
(Cremation Lily)

[Verse 3: Cremation Lily and DØVES]
Underwater
Salt and ashes
Understanding
Forever
Unending