The 9th track off SYLDD, where Ricky express how no once can relate to him, similiar to how, a friend of Ricky, The Weeknd express in many of his tracks.
[Verse 1: Ricky Hil]
By the time I woke up, she was already gone
How can you love me, if I'm alone
Here I go on a road I never been on
And I'm leaving you for everything you did wrong
I don't wanna go back to that same place
Replay memories that I erased
It's too bad, I'm irate
I've been getting real high at a high rate
My mom said she coming this Friday
Until then Im'a fly away
I don't want her to see me like I am now
This is Nostra, this is Devil's playground
Pop a pill, play around take her down
Until shes making sounds
I usually stay around
A couple pounds and some lean
A couple nightmares and some dreams
It ain't what it seems
[Chorus]
I know, you can't understand me
And I don't really care
If you can't stand me
Two grams in my L, a bitch in my bed
I'll Prolly go to hell, won't be with you instead
For my ex if she wishing me well
You can listen and tell
[Verse 2: Boo Bonic]
Aye I can't help it that sometime I get a chick
But like her friend, better
How I'm doing, I've been better
Enough said, Thin letter
Can't help who you fuck with
Can't choose who you stuck with
Like huh who she come from
Wonder who I end up with
My homies think it's fly yeah
Me too but it jam though
Always get a little tricky
When you fuck the fam though
Oh, that's fucked up
I pray no karma
Incase im draped in armor
Plus both are nice, Fuck on the other hand though
Pop that, got ammo
She a soldier, I'm in camo
A range of bad bitches, but they boxed in like
Land rov-er, did it occur, I'm that nigga
Fuck with her, keep shit 1, zero zero per
Add that cent, bitch is you bent, huh
[Chorus]
I know, you can't understand me
And I don't really care
If you can't stand me
Two grams in my L, a bitch in my bed
Prolly go to hell, won't be with you instead
From my ex if she wishing me well
You can listen and tell
[Verse 3: Ricky Hil]
It's dark out by the time I step out
I'm really losing it now
Pain pills sleeping pills and tussin
I've been abusing it now
And you don't know, how i've died
A million times, by your side
And if we try, and if we lose
How will I fight, past the bruise
Baby I know, that you're loose
Baby I know what to do with you
You don't even know what to do with me
Every pretty broad had their way with me
Baby I'm thin, running thin here I go again
If they even really know
They'd let a mutha fucka in
[Chorus]
I know, you can't understand me
And I don't really care
If you can't stand me
Two grams in my L, a bitch in my bed
Prolly go to hell, won't be with you instead
From my ex if she wishing me well
You can listen and tell