Understand (demo)

Back to square one every other morning
Think I’m brainwashed in a few important ways
I’m only human for today
But I'm a cog in a machine
I've got Melee on my screen
'Cause something that I'll have to love apprehensively
(?) tempting me away

Everything is new to me
Thought I was strong and yet I’m at the mercy of the panning feature of my (?) for enjoyment of my favorite thing
My body is breaking
I don’t know anything at all
But a girl’s face that’s in my thoughts
And feeling sun and ocean breezes on me doesn’t feel like a waste of time
For the first time