Underneath

I retrieve you from my thoughts
Buried underneath
Buried so deep underneath
My regret and my heart
Buried underneath
Buried so deep

I hold my love there
I hold my words there too
And I don't know why
I never shared either with you

I have no answers
I have no reason
The subtlety of my heart
Cannot be described

Under sheets
Or with silent loyalty
Only words can be believed
But thеy too can be broken

So what is left
What I can rеly upon
Do I have a choice
Or is this my voice
My intuition
My forgiveness
Will I bury it all underneath
Like my jealousy

Our wreckage will be brought shore
With only the rocks
And my beaten heart
Left among the ruins