Under the Weather

[Verse 1: 9henom]
Tryna make waves, tryna keep from going craze
Tryna count my better days, there's better ways to do this, what you say?
I'm better than this, I'm better than you
I'm better than us, I'm better than truth
I'm better than trust, I'm better than love
I'm better than fuck, I'm better than being stuck in this middle ground man I'm giving you up
How many words can I fit in this verse?
How many bodies are inside of this hearse?
I'm cursed, you hurt me
I'm thirsty, I'll drink from your rivers
'Till I drown, I pray these waters aren't murky, that shit irks me
You know like when you count your chickens 'fore they hatch?
I'm fitting a lot of words in phrases, I was gone but now I'm back
My cadence is nice, my cadence is nice
This fragrance is ice, smells like shit, but I spray it twice
I'm not fucking with these rhymes, try to break it down
I'm fitting, I'm killing, yo, these are obituaries in lines
Okay, read between the lines
I'm smoking on that grapevine
Tell my ex she's not a nine, man she's a dime
How my ex bitch turn into my next bitch, my exes is jealous
Send a picture of her titties and it’s pretty
Turn a text into a sext bitch, tell that bitch again she's a ten, Roman numeral X bitch
The next bitch is unexpected
Got me strung so bad I can’t even finish my
Sentences, the sentence is
25 to life, he missing wifey
That’s a sentimental bitch

[Chorus: 9henom]
I know that I made mistakes
But why would you leave?
I'm getting better, under this weather
I know that I made mistakes
But why would you leave?
I'm getting better, under this weather

[Verse 2: INTERSTELLAH]
We gettin' better all the time, feelin' so divine
Half the time, I ain't in my right mind
Time flies by the ticket, take the ride
Cause the sun'll still shine, don't stay waiting for the right time
Don't be chillin' like its Madvillain
Have feelings while I'm staring at the ceiling, feeling like the sun
I'm blazing through my time like I'm the only one
Unaccompanied, spark in solitiude
Feeling on the breeze, thought that it was you
And while I'm staring at the moon wonder what you do, wonder what you see underneath the same view
It's cool, man, you do you
We grow apart, but we still growing
Don't be livin' in the past, all you need is now sittin' in the grass
Watching out the hourglass, think fast and relax
Syntax like a six pack of ab-stract monologues
So long to the days that I've been smoking on
I rip bongs 'till they supposed to play my swan song
Upon the precipice and tryna fall off 'cuz it's a magic show, bitch
And now I'm steppin' on a promanade, go head and top me off
'Cuz I've been poppin' off
Awfully adamant to pause with the habits in his thoughts
Penitent is lost when you stumble through the haze, never watching where you walk
Your hard talk like a Hallmark card
You're like an old-ass pack of SweetTarts
Your bars scarred my life, made maneuver out the way
'Cuz I'm about to beat this game, like, every fucking day

[Chorus: 9henom]
I know that I made mistakes
But why would you leave?
I'm getting better, under this weather
I know that I made mistakes
But why would you leave?
I'm getting better, under this weather