Under The Lights

[Intro]
Feeling so high, higher than life
Don't want to fall down, please don't bring me back to size
I don't want to try, too late to change my life
So please, just let me get high, forget my mind
Water recedes just as fast as it rushes forward

[Chorus]
Feeling so high, higher than life
Don't want to fall down, don't bring me back to size
I don't want to try, too late to change my life
So just let me get high and forget my mind
Feeling so high, higher than life
Don't want to fall down, don't bring me back to size
I don't want to try, too late to change my life
So just let me get high and forget my mind

[Verse 1]
I don't want to remember them colds day in December
You said we'd be together, together forever, so why'd you lie to me?
Why'd you cry to me if you were going to leave?
Why'd you leave me behind, left me alone in this life
If you were going to die, you should've died by my side
I would fucking end my life
I'm so fucking tired of thinking about those nights
That we spent under the lights
The day that you died was the day that stopped my life

[Chorus]
Feeling so high, higher than life
Don't want to fall down, so don't bring me back to size
I don't want to try, too late to change my life
So just let me get high, forget my mind

[Verse 2]
I say my life, but that shit was really ours
I fell for all your charms, so why'd you have to go?
I blame God, why'd he have to take you away and leave me with no one?
Let the sun take me, let me the sun blaze me
I want to be cremated, I hate this world God created
Too late to save me, there is no plan b
Make these fucking songs, but nobodies listening
My mind is so fucking numb, my life is so fucking dumb
I just want some answers, why fucking me?
Why couldn't I be the one to fucking leave
I'd rather it be me, why'd you have to leave?
I want to overdose just to join you in harmony
I just want company, God took her from me
But he won't take me, I hate what's become of we
It's pathetic, I tried to explain, but no one ever gets it
I hate it all, I just want to fall

[Outro]
I don't want to remember them colds day in December
You said we'd be together, together forever, so why'd you lie to me?
Why'd you cry to me if you were going to leave?
Why'd you leave me behind, left me alone in this life
If you were going to die, you should've died by my side
I would fucking end my life
I'm so fucking tired of thinking about those nights
That we spent under the lights
The day that you died was the day that stopped my life