Under The Influence

[Verse 1]
Guess that I should sober up
I said that sentence way too much
Staying home is not a rush
Days like these are adding up
They make me feel like I'm enough
The morning after calls my bluff

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been in love with the late nights
Hiding away from the daylight
Tryna get out of a grey mind, yeah-yeah

[Chorus]
Told myself I would stop calling (Oh, ah)
You always pick up when I'm feeling insecure
Me without you's getting boring (Oh, ah)
I always end up under influence of you

[Post-Chorus]
Under the influence
(Under the, under the)
I'm under the influence
Of you

[Verse 2]
Try my best to help myself
But now there's no more help to get
Thoughts reaching a limit in my head now
I admire everybody else
I love you but I hate myself
And talking 'bout my mental health

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been in love with the late nights
Hiding away from the daylight
Tryna get out of a grey mind, yeah-yeah

[Chorus]
Told myself I would stop calling (Oh, ah)
You always pick up when I'm feeling insecure
Me without you is getting boring (Oh, ah)
I always end up under influence of you

[Post-Chorus]
Under the influence
(Under the, under the)
I'm under the influence
Of you

[Outro]
The word "you" is nobody
"You" is just a metaphor for party
Under the influence, yeah, yeah
I'm under the influence
Of you