Under My Control

I should start working on myself again
Get these feelings that I feel within
Under my, under, under my control
Under, under my control

I should be careful the condition I'm in
Let these feelings that I feel within
Outta my, outta outta my control
Outta outta my control

She thinks my body is full of stress
Hard, concrete, keep it innocent
She says I gotta long way to go
Turning that wheel, but I can't let go

Used to cry but now I know I won't
Used to walk out, now I don't

Every time we start something new, I die
Every time we stop, I come back alive
She says we gotta long life ahead
Why am I turning this wheel instead?

Used to cry but now I know she won't
Used to walk out, now she don't

She says I think you like to feel the weight
Let it build and then I detonate
She says we gotta long fight ahead
Why are we walking this line instead?

Used to cry but now I know I won't
Used to walk out, now I don't

I used cry, like a baby
Tears slipping down, till you saved me
I used to cry, used to cry
You would tell me just decide, just decide
Like the feeling when I cry baby
I used to be a crybaby