Uncultured

Am I uncultured
A little pair of vultures
Circling around my head and making me question my pride
Question my pride

Am i a loner
It's hard from getting older
Gradually moving away just to focus on my life
Focus on my life

And I can't see what I've done wrong
My future's lurked [?]
For once it'd be clear and I could change
I could change

Cause if I'm uncultured
The little pair of vultures
Circling around my head eventually will take my pride
And there goes my life

Am I uncultured
A little bit revolted
Never be myself around a person that I never really liked
Never really liked

Is this uncool for
Feeling kinda colder
Are you just the type just to leave without saying goodbye
Saying goodbye

And I can't see where I've gone wrong
But we've not come for dance [?]
I can see that I'll change your mind
I'll change your mind

Cause if this is culture
I'm living like a soldier
Isolating feelings in a way that'll make me feel fine
I guess this is fine

Sitting on a loaded gun again
Feel the weight of my hand on this stupid pen
Just a therapeutic way to claim I'm busy when you're on my mind

Holding onto the thought that you'll change again
Keep a notebook of songs that you're featured in
It's just an empathetic symphony that plays when you cross my mind

Cause if this culture
I'm living like a soldier
Isolating feelings in a way that'll make me feel fine
I guess this is fine