Uncertainty

Sick days
Hid away
Went crazy
Needed space
Fuck the day
Phone on vibrate
Who could relate
Who could relate
I take
Too many pain killers and complain
Bout what’s in the bank
Drive me insane
Shit
Who could relate
Who could relate

I dropped out so long ago I
Keep stressing about getting older
Now I got this chip up on my shoulder
It feel like I’m so gone so gone yea yea

And I wish I knew, wish I knew, wish I knew
How to fix it but
Something shifted
And I don’t know what did it
I wish I knew, wish I knew, wish I knew
What made me different
It’s something significant
But I don’t know what did it
It’s something something something
It’s something something something
It’s something something something
It’s something significant
But I don’t know what did it

Dear lord I’m ashamed
Pledged allegiance to the pain
I’ve been pitying myself
I ain’t been doing super well
Oh God
I’m sorry for losing faith
And for being so afraid
This ain’t good for my health
I just can’t take another L
Oh God

Been letting it conquer me for no reason
Been letting it take me down way too easy
Don’t know what did it all, I don’t know what did it
I don’t know, I don’t know, I

Changes through my life and no way of changing the past
But I’ve found a way to keep me grounded in all of my bad
Cuz it’s so many reasons of giving up
Making mistakes and not being good enough
So much pressure from people been beaten up
But this liquor and pen got me chill as fuck
Ooh, yea
I just wanna let it all go now
Deepen my thoughts and let time slow down
Peace of mind and the signs show now
Never ever want to come back down

And I wish I knew, wish I knew, wish I knew
How to fix it but
Something shifted
And I don’t know what did it
I wish I knew, wish I knew, wish I knew
What made me different
It’s something significant
But I don’t know what did it
It’s something something something
It’s something something something
It’s something something something
It’s something significant
But I don’t know what did it