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[Intro]
​So are you just gonna disappear?
No... no...
I set it up this way so you could stay here
And they're really glad to have you, they love you—
I know, I know, I mean they're great, but wh...
Wh... Why can't you stay?
Come on, Patty...

[Verse 1]
Sit down at the side of my bed
Rummage through the clutter that's inside of my head
I wanna cry, I wanna pass but not to be dead
I just wanna see my future so I know what's ahead

So I won't be afraid anymore
I won't be scared of what's to come
I won't feel like life's such a chore
Because boredom's got myself feeling like no fun
And evеrything's been grey
The lettеrs on the page have turned to sediment and rage
And I've been feeling like my days are outnumbered by the thunder strikes in the sky
So if I'm ever lonely, I can text some friends to try

[Interlude]

[Verse 2]
Tell me what I need to change about me
Do I act like a celeb, or do I ask for too much help?
Or am I just a bit too ugly, do I act like I'm depressed
Over a story that occurred, because the feelings in my chest
Could not suppress themselves over a person?
It's a burden how I live, but I can cope with it through wordin'
So I'm living through my life with all these curses
The feelings in my head has got my heart thinking it's hurtin'

And I'm sick of all these episodes hunting for my self
The person you would skip right over on a bookshelf
My story lies inside my eyes and not what I had felt
Sick of always feeling like a wounded person, needin' help
And I'm just waiting for myself to not be stuck in between
I'm praying for a miracle, I'm down on my knees
God knows I want forgiveness, it's the only thing I need
But to be truthful, it's a policy in which I had deceived

And I never thought much of it, a little slow on this highway
I could never mold the music that I wanna make
And it's best if I just get on out and fly away
'Cause I just wanna live life, and live it my way

[Outro]
So I won't be afraid anymore
I won't be scared of what's to come
I won't feel like life's such a chore
Because boredom's got myself feeling like no fun
And everything's been grey
The letters on the page have turned to sediment and rage
And I've been feeling like my days are outnumbered by the thunder strikes in the sky
So if I'm ever lonely, I can text some friends to try