Uncertainty

Though I look forward to my future, just know I’m scared to death
After all is said and done, I won’t have a clue what to do next
Will I struggle to find the answer?
Will I take an easy way out?
Or will I find the strength inside to carry on?

My greatest fear is amounting to nothing
I hate the fact that I feel no sense of security
But more importantly, I hate the fact that I can’t confide in myself
It feels like nothing good will stay, unless I stay the same
I need to find a way to dissolve the uncertainty
This is who I am, and this is who I’ll always be

I refuse to be afraid of something I don’t know to be true
Something I don’t know to be true
I need to pick myself back up
I need to find a way to keep all the worry from head
Before it sends me to an early grave

I refuse
I refuse to let fear define me
I refuse
I refuse to let fear define me
I refuse
I refuse to let fear define me
I refuse to let fear define me
I refuse to let fear define me
I refuse
I refuse