Un-See-Through

You can
Put yourself in somebody’s arms
Or imagine that you’re doing it too
It’s true, I don’t care if you’re mine
But I would love to belong to you
My body doesn’t ever feel real
Except when it's heavy and useless
You can keep every part of me if you can find some hidden purpose for it but

I don’t want to clutter your space
I’d never want to weigh you down
I’d hate to get in the way
I don’t want to bother you by sticking around
For too long
But everybody wants unachievable things
It’s not like you ever treated me badly
I'm just so scared to push you away from me

It's just me and my broken font
And I know it’s such a long long drive
I know I'll never ever have anything I that want
But I hardly even mind
When I'm so confused
When I'm reaching back in time
When I finally find my strength
I need to keep it
I need it to be mine

I want to be your dog
I want to be your muse
I just want you to rest your eyes on me
I don't care what you do
I want to be your dog
I want to be your muse
I want you to make my skin feel
Un-see-through
I want to be your dog
I want to be your muse
I don’t know how I feel but
I’m scared to be away from you
I want to be your dog
I want to be your muse
You always make my skin feel
Un-see-through