​ulcer / jejunum

[Verse 1: theo]
When will I dissolve this inner fear
I crave her light but she disappeared
I look at my existence like a sin
Let my ashes be blown away by the wind
Holes in my liver from the poison I injected in my guts
Somehow I still wish to find all my answers tucked inside some slugs
And push the god damn trigger just to let it finally fade away
And leave behind me empty bottles like a pitiful castaway
When will I dissolve this inner fear
I crave her light but she disappeared
I look at my existence like a sin
Let my ashes be blown away by the wind
Poisoned, death is hiding in your dreams
You got knives under your ribs
Like Adam when he slaughtered Eve

[Verse 2: kill ebola]
Dirty and dependent need of always sacrificing me
All the faculty can see the words before i even speak
Somewhere in between the seam of what i called and had believed
Something will retrieve it all past what i thought it falsely seemed
Guess im falling out of reach
Nah what im hauling boutta leave
Either shouting or can't speak
Wish id camp out at where it peaks
Skipping past the cast of freaks
Drink and pills to still the leaks
Now im drowning in the creek
Working fein to feel complete then withdrawing for a week
Can you smell the hell and reek
Have i always felt this weak