$UICIDE

[Chorus]
Aye yo, I woke up like where the clip
I'm bout to blow my fuckin' brains out this shit
Aye yo, I woke up like where the clip
I'm bout to blow my fuckin' brains out this shit
I don't got nothing to hide and there's something inside
That always seems so low
So tell me when the end is coming, I just want to know

[Verse 1]
I don't really give a fuck, I really want to die
I don't give a fuck about this life or chasing down the prize
When I wake up in the morning, I just feel depressed
I be feeling stressed, so much shit is on my chest
I don't care about how you feel and all your damn emotions
Cause I be feeling like I'm slowly drowning in this ocean
By myself it's all the time, so leave me one deep
Yeah I'm just a piece of shit, you don't gotta explain to me
I've seen some bitches, do some shit, that'll make you insane
I'll close my mouth and keep the secrets, then I'll blow my brains
Yeah, please don't tell me about you feeling sad
If you never felt the way I'm feeling probably never have

[Chorus]
Aye yo, I woke up like where the clip
I'm bout to blow my fuckin' brains out this shit
Aye yo, I woke up like where the clip
I'm bout to blow my fuckin' brains out this shit
I don't got nothing to hide and there's something inside
That always seems so low
So tell me when the end is coming, I just want to know

[Verse 2]
What the fuck is happiness, I don't want to exist
I don't even really live, I'm just fading through mist
My heart is frozen, I can't even do relationships
How the fuck did I waste all this time to end up in a ditch?
I'm fighting tears, while I'm writing out, this fucking track
I'm almost 30 and I know I won't be turning back
Nobody wants to feel like trash, but I've been discarded
Yeah I got so far from where I was, but why the hell I started