Uglycute

They say that I'm ugly, they say that I'm cute
I'm not into pills but the pain's so acute
I stare at my reflection every time I have a chance
But the more I watch the more I hate myself

It's the face I can't replace with a new one I won't hate
It's a thought that's like a virus in my mind I can't erase
I'm a freak, I'm a mess, I am nothing like the rest
And now they fear me for I'm everything they made of me
I'm a freak, I'm a mess, I am everything you're not
And there's nothing you can do about it

I can't stand myself, locked in this shell
Nothing is right to me, can't you see?
Don't tell me these lies, don't even try
To calm me down, don't pretend to sympathize

Depression and loathing are cutting me open
Revealing the villain I'm slowly becoming
My patience is wearing thin, you deserve to bleed
For everything you've done to me
I wanna cut your fucking smile off your face
I'm gonna show you what is hidden in a haze
If only you could wear my skin for a day
You probably wouldn't say a thing that way

You won't get away with this
Better bite your fucking tongue this time

I can't really believe when people say it's not true
And I'm not the person they would stay away from for good
So when they say that I'm beautiful, important and kind
I have a hard time trusting 'cause I think they've lost their minds

You won't get away with this