Ugly When I Cry

I can't live this life, feeling how I'm feeling
I'm so ugly when I cry, I'm so ugly when I cry
I've asked a lot of questions, never got the answers
I'm stuck here thinking why, now I'm stuck here thinking why
Why. x4

My soul she keep on stomping on it
My heart is stopping on me
Run around in circles, dodging all the demons locked in on me
Lanky Lord stay with the sword
Now I will make them bow before me
Hate it when they see performance, such a fucking disappointment, 6 feet underground, I'll make it there eventually
6 foot 8 of dying weight, they never let me rest in peace
Chemical imbalances, that leave me fucked up mentally, that's all it is, I know it is, I'm trying not to over think